Sometimes I hate being a Bipolar, the roller coaster ride is always in full swing. The racing thoughts, the mood swings, the restlessness, and the medication. Some days I don’t know weather I’m coming or going. I feel like hiding in a hole and never coming out. So what do I do? I look at my life and say god has blessed me with a wonderful husband and four beautiful kids what more can one ask for. I stay stable for them and of coarse for myself but dealing with a mental illness is so hard. But god has a plan for me and he isn’t going to make it easy for me, so god BRING IT ON!!!!